Monday, April 03, 2006

April

I apologize in advance for my behavior this month. I have a difficult death anniversary tomorrow and another one in a couple weeks. I tend to go a little bonkers this time of year.

I'm also dealing with what appears to be the death of a special friendship, and that has me distracted and feeling....a bit lost.

I promise I'm not going anywhere, but if I act a little weirder than usual (heh) you know why.

Maybe I need to go watch some of our new porn. New porn always makes me happy.

xoxoxo
-eB.

10 comments:

Suze said...

Evie, make no apologies. We all understand how that feels.

Yes watch more porn if it helps take your mind off it. I've run out of new stuff. I need to make a trip to the Adult Shop. ;)

LL said...

Hang in there, babe. *hug* I'll talk to you later about things. And yes, porn always makes things better. See how quickly I recovered from the death of Bane by just the THOUGHT of being able to watch porn in my bedroom again? ;-)

Maeve said...

Porn is ALWYS good!
Hang in there Sugar!

Blondage said...

Thanks all.

Anonymous said...

i can relate...i usually start losing my mind around december.
take care. *hug*
ghostie alix

Anonymous said...

YOU CAN DO IT!

YOU CAN DO IT ALL NIGHT LONG!!!!

Remember to say this with a very cajun accent...

Try getting BDS to say this... then maybe you'll be walking bow-legged the next day

LOL... Take care

Anonymous said...

I understand about losses. Had a few this past year myself. Hang in there.

Blondage said...

I'm ok today. Thanks everyone.

Luv you guys.

xoxoxoxoxoxo

Mandelbrot's Chaos said...

I'm sorry, Eva, and I wish I didn't have a frame of reference to understand, but I do. I enjoy several different flavors of neuroses, anxiety disorders, and funks from about June until January or whenever hurricane season ends. Holidays are my special hell, but it'll get better.

Northwoods Woman said...

Hugs hun.

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