Tangential conversations with....myself?

My blog hits have gone from a high of 150,000 a day to about 200 a week. Crikey. I really appreciate the few of you out there who haven't given up on me yet. I think I have mentioned before that I rarely publish what I write.....right? Tonight I had a rare moment to myself and logged in to blogger. I started writing a polital post about movies (maybe I'll publish it, maybe I won't -- pttthhhhht! lol) when I got a bit distracted. The distracted part is kind of irrelevent I suppose. I mean, helllllo, I'm the Mommy of six month old twins (holy crap! six months?!?!? can you believe???), so I live in a constant state of distraction. Before I go off on a tangent about THAT (lol) let me tell ya what I was trying to tell ya. I discovered (or should I say rediscovered?) that I was a very, VERY angry girl for quite some time. I mean, wow. I was reading through some of the stuff that I never published, and just.....wow. WOW! If you've been a reader of mine for a while or are one of the few who lurk here who know me in r/l, you know I am a fairly happy, smiley, friendly person by nature. But.....those POSTS! I think I set my own hair on fire just by skimming through them! After I soaked them in a bit, I felt myself smiling.....which made me kinda giggle.....which made me start out right laughing.....which then made one of the babies giggle.....which totally distracted me (surprise surprise) so I had to go tickle him......which made me smile until my face hurt, and exhausted him in the process..... I am now back at the computer, typing with one hand while I hold a precious sleeping baby in my lap. Damn is this kid cute. *grin* I got distracted again. What was I talking about? Oh yeah, setting my own hair on fire.....not literally, thank God, though I did accidentally do that once in college.... Uhm.... Never mind. :) So, anger..... It's so WEIRD reading that old stuff. YIKES! I am so happy to be back to my normal self and away from bad ju-ju. The internet is EVIL. Now back to writing that blog post....and then I plan to surf...... *wink*