Wednesday, September 03, 2008

empty

I think you were a girl.

I never said it out loud before, but I think you were a girl.

That is how I imagine you, a strawberry blonde with ponytails, waiting for us, somewhere else.

I wish I knew what went wrong. I pray it wasn't anything I did.

I'm sorry my tiny baby pea. Your Daddy and I loved you so much.

15 comments:

Northwoods Woman said...

oh honey I'm so very sorry! Big hugs!

Blissfully Wed said...

Our love and deepest sympathies your way.

Anonymous said...

That's horrible news. We had similar problems on the first attempt, but the second try was the charm.

Anonymous said...

I'm so sorry.

Knot

Maeve said...

I am so sorry for you both.
:(

figleaf said...

I'm sorry too, B. It was a real eye-opener when my partner miscarried too -- it's like it's a whole other world where people just come out of the woodwork to tell you they had one too. Like, I guess, me.

And with complete respect for anonymous, don't let anyone tell you "don't worry, you'll have another." I mean it's great, *don't* worry because you probably *will.* But that's not the point. The point is you had a planned, wanted pregnancy and for all the world's abstract philosophies you've lost *that.* For which you have my deepest sympathy and empathy.

Take care.

figleaf

courtney said...

My deepest sympathies.

Anonymous said...

oh damn
damn damn damn damn damn

DAMN

I am so sorry, sweetie. I am crying over your loss.

DAMN IT

just some dude said...

I so sorry.

Blondage said...

Thank you for your comments.

Asphyxiated Emancipation said...

Damn. I am so very sorry. Been there, done that. a lot. My sympathy to you.

Anonymous said...

oh shit
that really sucks
i hate that for sure.
That happened to us 3 times. Not cool.
hugs.

Anonymous said...

Damn, just damn. ;-(

Jason said...

I'm so sorry. I wish I had more words of wisdom but I don't. All I can offer is sympathy and support.

Mandelbrot's Chaos said...

I'm so sorry.

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